Something's wrong with my life

Beginning of my life in enforcement times have really changed...i was to be more independent and lonely...Maybe it is a good thing for me for i was have to get used to such situation...all this while i have been having support from friends and family...This does not mean i currently don't have friends just that i basically got used to stucking at home on weekends and thinking of my home in KL more often...It is something i have to accept as people moved on and so I have to as well...But i can't help feeling that maybe the time is right for me to transfer back to my home in KL...I loved Johor a lot and the people here only I feel i'm blinded by the fact that can't be who i'm not and people already know me for i am....Just a question for those reading my blog (i bet no one haha) is it considered a cowardly move to transfer back to my home just because i begin to feel left behind ? I'm not sure I just feel it's my own fault to think like that... This was quote by Zora Neale Hurston " Trying to live without friends is like milking a bear for cream for your morning coffee. It is a whole lot of trouble and then not worth much after you get it" ....saddening thought right? I believe there can be no friendship without confidence and integrity which is why i find it troubling